A woman will never know her worth up untill the day her patience is put in question, and whatever she'll do will decide for her.  A woman can either be the heaven on earth or destroy herself in hellfire. She will rage in the fire of her own body and carry the pain of every... Continue Reading →


Today marks as another day of my empty life, where time flew by with the speed of a racing car. All I have now is nothing other than a still water, that will get poisoned by just one touch.  I'm afraid to look up in the mirror to see the person I've become. Is this... Continue Reading →


He is one of the strongest beings you've come across. He claims to love and proves to hate. He is an asteroid that lands on your field and destroys everything in a matter of seconds. After his loss I have changed the beautiful field of roses in to a battlefield, full of miles and miles... Continue Reading →


Life comes in all joys and colours, in people and in memories, in laughter and tears. It's a full package you subscribe to from the day you're born.  Sometimes it gets so ugly and dark that we are afraid to even face the light. We are afraid to touch what exists, because we fear the... Continue Reading →

Big Girls Don’t Cry

I'm eighteen. Just eighteen. Already eighteen. I don't know. What do you reffer me as? Am I old enough, am I strong enough? Am I still fragile and weak? Am I helpless and little?  Or am I a woman, am I me, am I the definition of strength? Do I get considered as a powerful... Continue Reading →

Pure LoveĀ 

I have an impulsive desire to do things that will only lead to my death. Now you might call it reckless, but to me it's just who I am. I can not fix my attention upon things that are just ordinary, for as it has always been hard for me to love life the way... Continue Reading →

A Hug

I lay down with a heavy head on my pillow and it is a moment of discomfort as I realize how wet my pillow has become. My pillow has black marks on it, due to my mascara smudging around everywhere, and my make up running down my eyes.  With the trembling force I have, I... Continue Reading →


There is a tiny spider, crawling up the walls of a sad house. It could be the spider's home, but it doesn't feel right. The poor spider afraid to build a house, afraid to trust the surrounding, afraid to let himself settle down. The spider's house is a web, a web where it preys the... Continue Reading →


Destroyed and shattered. Hated and dispised by myself. That's who I am, that's my shield, that's my pain. I'd rather die than exposing who I am, I'd strangle myself before letting the world know about me.  I'll go far, I'll run, and I know I will be chased, and I'll run faster than ever. I'm... Continue Reading →

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