I don't exactly remember the first time I touched a blade to have a talk with it, because most of the times I chose to take use of it I was blacked out and lost. Although I remember me in my young age , sitting in my old house of my hometown and just having... Continue Reading →



I've tasted death several times, but this right here was something different. It wasn't cleaning up my wounds and watching them slowly heal over time. This was watching my sister worried at the end of the hospital hallway, it was looking at my mums face that was a bit confused and at my father's ignorance,... Continue Reading →

A Freak

She had been running away from me for a very long time. Sometimes I found her in the lost desert of depression and sometimes I found ┬áher in the skies of sadness. Her home would change very often; at times she would dive in the deep ocean of madness and swim to the edge of... Continue Reading →


I know you love him. You're lost in yourself and you're hopeless when it comes to him, you fade and you struggle with all the memories, all the things that remind you of him and you are afraid of whoever tries to come in your circle.  You're scared that someone will scar you again like... Continue Reading →

Death bed

So many people, so many faces, all those stories based on a reality. Everyday life is just ordinary. It's normal to wake up every morning, being able to breathe and live on.  But every single person will be burried one day, and becoming one with mother earth. In our lives we have many milestones, that... Continue Reading →


My mascara is black and it is claimed to be waterproof. I laugh on that. Waterproof. As I wipe the tears rushing down my cheeks, and spot a black liquid all over my cold fingers. This is a bad joke.  But apparently my life had gotten used to make bad jokes at me, where I... Continue Reading →


A woman will never know her worth up untill the day her patience is put in question, and whatever she'll do will decide for her.  A woman can either be the heaven on earth or destroy herself in hellfire. She will rage in the fire of her own body and carry the pain of every... Continue Reading →


Today marks as another day of my empty life, where time flew by with the speed of a racing car. All I have now is nothing other than a still water, that will get poisoned by just one touch.  I'm afraid to look up in the mirror to see the person I've become. Is this... Continue Reading →


He is one of the strongest beings you've come across. He claims to love and proves to hate. He is an asteroid that lands on your field and destroys everything in a matter of seconds. After his loss I have changed the beautiful field of roses in to a battlefield, full of miles and miles... Continue Reading →

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